Why do I feel like I’m useless? I did my best at everything I do. I pour my heart at everything I do. I even take criticisms as constructive, yet I feel that all I do is useless all the time.
Why do I feel like I’m being resented by everyone around me? Like all I bring is negativity and all I receive is flak.
Why do I despise interacting with people? I feel that I don’t care about people, yet I feel that people will judge me for who I am.
Why do I feel like a disappointment? People are rooting for me, yet all I do is crash and burn. Like I feel that I’m a failure.
Why do I feel like I’m an outcast? Why do I feel like disappearing for good?
Why do I feel mediocre? Like it’s never enough; like all I do can be so much more.
Why would I just disappear to make everyone happy? I was just a burden in their lives so it’s fine to vanish, right?